Weekend

I woke up late today and I’ve been feeling sleepy and lazy almost all day. The cold weather is not really helping me to actively function or maybe I’m just really lazy. I checked on my little sister as she had a job interview at some company. I stayed up late with her giving her tips and advices on how to answer question, relying mostly on this website

She told me that she did fine but she’s disappointed by the reality. She had a terrible first impression about the girls working there in the office as she heard one talking over the phone to a friend of hers about personal matters and the other was browsing unrelated to work websites. Her picture about work was different. I know that she should not be judgmental but I can understand what she meant.

It’s my weekend and Its the only time I have lunch with the family. The discussion during lunch time was depressing. They were talking about the end of days, the Mayan prophecy, planet X,  2012 and “the day the earth stood still movie“.  I don’t know why my sister was worried about the end of days It’s not like we are having fun now but I think it’s normal and natural not to want the life to stop especially that the afterlife is unknown. I really don’t like to think about the afterlife and eternity alot because it scares me. However while I was searching and reading I found one answer in Yahoo answers that I liked.  It’s Vivian’s D.

I’m not religious. I used to be better when I was young but since I got into college and I’m religiously away or actually I’m more like on and off. I don’t meditate when I pray. I don’t read the Holy Book and I do lot’s of sins. I ask for forgiveness but I don’t feel that I really beg for it and from what I’ve been told, I should beg for it if I really want it.

I watched this movie last night “White Noise 2″

Poster of the film

A disturbing movie that I don’t think I enjoyed alot.

I have my friend’s wedding tomorrow.  She’s more like a college class mate and a co-worker. I wish I can attend her big day but I currently have rash in my face and I look silly. I know she will be upset but I can’t go out in a party with this skin. It burns and its risky to apply make up on. Oh well.

I watched this movie “Just friends”. It was about this guy who liked this girl but she kept him in the “friend zone”. It’s what I’m going through tuned to a different channel. Since this movie is a romantic comedy, It has a happy ending but real life is drama so happy endings are unpredictable and unlikely to happen esp when it comes to the heart.

Just Friends movie

I think I’ll go to bed choosing “Fictionary” to be my bed time story. A book I got from my cousin.

Oh, I just got an SMS from my dad’s cousin, infroming me that his wedding will be on the 16th of April. I have 12 weeks to lose weight and shape up my body! I’ll be posting alot about this in the coming posts so , stay tuned.

About Myself

I didn’t know how to start my first post in my brand new blog. I thought of introducing myself so that you would know a little bit about me and I would get to know myself better as well.  Surprised? yeah. I need to get to know myself better. I always go blank when there is a “write something about yourself” space. I don’t know what to say so I leave it empty. I guess this is a chance to define myself.

I am 26 years old and will be 27 in few months.  I’m not very tall but I’m not shorty either. A guy told me once that my height is decent being 5”2 however, I’m overweight, weighing ..ummm I shouldn’t say. I don’t feel comfortable saying it but come on! this blog is supposed to help me say whatever I want to say. I weigh 150 lbs. I’m struggling to lose it so you will be reading alot of posts regarding this issue. Weight-loss and fitness. I have brown hair and dark brown eyes and my skin is the color of coffee latte. Some would call it a natural tan.

I’m currently working and get decent pay that barely helps me in supporting my family with their basic needs. No, I’m not married but I’ve been supporting my family “parents and 3 siblings before, 2 siblings now as one got married” ever since my father retired and his retirement allowance is all piad back in debts and things. I almost pay everything from the house rent, car installments, fuel and maintenance, services bills, my mom and siblings monthly allowance, medication, food, clothes, entertainments…etc… It’s tough, It’s a huge responsibility and I try hard to manage. It is very stressful sometimes.

I’m good at my work. Managements likes me and I’m happy with it. I’m not passionate about my Job though and everybody thinks that I don’t fit in it as they see more potentials and skills I have that can be used somewhere else. My dream job is event management.  I love planning and I enjoy watching the end product. I have been arranging for ceremonies and celebrations that occur in the department I work in and people like it! that’s why they keep telling me that I don’t fit. If you are curious about what I do. Well, I work in the medical field.

I’m a victim of unrequited love. I met a great person in mid of 2005 and I fell for him few months later. He told me that he liked me but he didn’t like me “that way”.  I am really hurt and I’m wondering why he didn’t like me that way. I’m trying hard to get over him but I don’t want to lose him. This is all I can say about him now.

I love music. I’m learning Guitar and I want to play the Piano.  English is not my native language and I’m trying to improve it. I appreciate art in almost all of it’s forms. I’m trying to heal and to develop through this blog. I hope you enjoy reading my posts. Feel free to comment/advice/recommend/ whatever your heart wants you to say. I think this is quite enough for an Intro.

Oh, why Talia Al ghul..well I like her. She is a good looking lady and above all, she’s a love interst of Batman. Oh, I love Batman.